everything has just been quite boring...just didnt feel like working yet...maybe will get a job later next month...thinking of workin part-time...i can't work more than 4 days in a week...got cell on friday...worship practice on saturday...and church on sunday...so this 3 days have to be keep free....its gonna be tough finding a job that could suit my schedule....hopefully can find something soon...

i just dont sleep early nowadays...cant sleep and i dont know why...the earliest i would head to bed would probably be after 3am....and get up at about 12.30pm...pig ehh.?...haha...spend most of the nites just doing computer stuff...like trying to create a flash using 'swishmax'...still trying to figure out how it works...just completed one short 15seconds flash...which only has words....making something move is kinda difficult..gotta draw picture by picture...so just starting slow first....

im still seaching for the friends season 7 boxset to buy...ive already bought season 6 a couple of weeks ago...it takes me like about 3 days to watch the whole season...so im just waiting for the release of the 7 season....dont you think that friends is the best tv comedy ever...their jokes are way better than that of kopitiam...the local productions here makes lame jokes...and god knows who is laughing at them...they look like fools...guess its gonna take another decade before we could reach such standards...coming to think about it..during the p.ramlee period...movies like bujang lapuk and all were pretty good...their jokes were extremely enjoying...seriously! what happened?

another great tv comedy is '2 guys and a girl'...sadly, the show got cancel after season 4....watched 'pulp fiction' a couple of days ago...its not your everyday movie...at the end of the show..you will be like...'whats the story about again??'..seriously..i really dont understand the plot..but its a different cinematic experience...got another of tarantino's movie 'reservoir dogs'...hoping to understand it more than the the last one..haha

was reading some of my ex-girl friend's mail that she send during our break...i feel remorse for breakin her heart..but i knew that i could not go on knowing something inside me was saying no...

breaking a person's heart is one of the worst things that anyone could do...whatmore breaking the heart whom loved us most,Jesus....by our conduct and words..so often we sin without even realizing..

'..as i watched upon as the nails pierced his hands...i grieve and cry...asking whom could commit such an act of nailing my king to the cross...and as i look back at my hand...it was me!!...it was me who nailed him to the cross..it was me?!! how could it be? i would never!!then he replied...for every sin you commit, you drive the nails through my hands....it was you that drove the nails through...not the roman army...it was u!!...'

i am sorry lord for the sins ive commited....and i am truly yours forever....for you are myKING