a symphony to melodious reawakenings.



my last day seeing fours


Its the last day of the year already?!!...Its funny how time flies so quickly. It seems that 2004 just skipped 6months. Don't you feel so?...

Anyway, being it the last day of the year, there so much to thank God for. So, here goes the list...Sorrie if the list is exausting...haha

-thank god for passing my intermediate exams
-thank god for my move to acts church
-thank god for my getting the chance to be involve with my cf back in college
-thank god for being able to play futsal weekly..haha
-thank god for my camera that was soaked in water and could not function afterwards
-thank god that he took the camera into his fine hands and fixed it so i could use by mornin..saved me rm280....with God all things are possible!
-thank god for being able to visit kampar
-thank god for being able to reach the BIG 20 number!
-thank god for letting me meet loads of new friends
-thank god for letting me meet loads of new good lookin girls...hehe
-thank god for my ibanez baby in my closet
-thank god for my sony tv in my room
-thank god for the gifts for christmas..(most of the things i wanted was provided..thank you Lord)
-thank god for my new home in taman mayang
-thank god for being there when i was down
-thank god for being there when i was happy
-thank god for letting me experience the pain and suffering that i may mature
-thank god for showing me things ive never seen
-thank god for being able to write on this blog and express my thoughts
-thank god for the kelisa that i drive around
-thank god for the many times i miss getting into accidents
-thank god for his protection around me when i drive
-thank god for the movie 'passion of christ'...really enlightening
-thank god for the friends i have
-thank god for the chance to serve in the actsSport
-thank god for my family
-thank god for 2004
-ULTIMATELY, thank god for sending his son Jesus Christ to die on the cross, so that i may come to god directly.

`enjoy 2005


back to this beautiful madness


just got back from my kampar trip..it was fantastic...had the change to do alot of unusual things....was really a great experience...thanks load anil and family for hosting my stay there.. :) ...will be posting up the details of my journey later...

with all this tsunami tragedy, its sad to see the death toll rising.... :(

this year's new year will be quiet....every celebration in kl is supposedly cancelled respect of the tragedy that occurred...don't really know my plans for tomorrow...

a very happy new year...Enjoy...


and so, it was red!


Had gone to get my hair done yesterday. Considering that it was the end of the year and all, I decided to get my hair highlighted. I intended that the highlighted colour be somewhat copper brownish. A little more brownish that red. That obviously didn't happened! Upon unveiling the colour, i was stunned!...It was RED! Yeap, very red indeed..

There was nothing i could say considering the whole process of highlighting was over. Am still thinking of ways to repair the damages. Crap!

Had gone for the Christmas Luncheon Service in the morning. It was shocking to find that there were more guest compared to the usual Act's Church members. Since the place was crowded with invited guest, the order of introducing the usual new comers also took a different turn. Instead of having the new comers stand and be welcomed, we had the Act's church members stand and welcome the newcomers. Pretty cool!...haha

Wasn't able to countdown to Christmas since the church i went to was having an alter call at about the same time as the countdown thing was taking place. But, Christmas was great this year!


a velly melly klismes


A
very
BLESSED
CHRISTMAS
to a very special
bunch of monkeys!.
a real bunch of monkey
those looking
like
YOU!
*its supposed to look like a christmas tree :)...enjoy



Was actually too tired to blog, but since its christmas eve, probably just write something. Was out practically the entire day. Had gone to see 'KungfuHusstle' with the college buddies, down at midvalley and the search for an empty spot to park my vehicle was a bummer! It took about 30minutes of driving in endless circles to finally end up with a small parking spot that was precisely big enough to fit my car. Plus, the parking spot was no where near any escalator of lifts. The place was just packed! Don't anyone goes to work on a thursday?

Anyway, the movie was great. had especially liked the idea and concept for the movie. This was definately not one of the usual chinese movies. There were loads of animating in the movie that was superbly done. Definately a movie worth the ticket price.

So, Christmas is tomorrow. Aren't you excited? Everytime the radio station plays a christmas tune, theres just the wide smile on my face. Its just the season to be jolly! Gotta go to church later to help out for the luncheon event on christmas day. In the evening, would head down to my sweet'old hometown of klang for a reunion with the whole family! Its a family thing we do each year, inwhich the whole family will gather for christmas and exchange gifts and laughter. Its great! Plus, i don't really see my cousins that often...Probably like 4 times in a year....So, its gonna be fun...

Anyway, a blessed christmas to you all....enjoy! -xphilx


can 'you' be found?


Can 'you' be found?
Is there ever 'you'?
Or is it just the fragments of my mind?
Whispering hope, do you hear?
From the solitude of hopelessness.

A melanchony of sounds overwhelms,
And 'you' seem so distant,
Or is there ever 'you'?
For glimpse of 'you' is eroding.

'You' shall be god's plan,
The very perfection inplace,
A search for 'you' is futile,
For no man's competance could bear such fruit.

Can 'you' really be found?
Be it not a dream O Lord,
For the depths of search be far me,
The search is your's,
For 'you' be found,
Be my heavenly bliss.





where's all the pictures?


Arrrhhh....This site is really killing me. There's just too many technical problems. If you can't see any of the pictures posted up, you can view them @reawakening.multiply.com . Ive made an account there to post the pictures i've taken. Its pretty cool..

Just realize that if you are using other explorer programs than the Windows Internet Explorer, this site looks abit crappy...CRAP! So, for best viewing, please do use the Window Internet Explorer. ...

Christmas is days away!! With the media's hype on good'old Mr.Santa, the world has lost the real meaning of christmas. Its a usual thing for the world to focus its attention on something else rather than the real meaning. Funny!.. "Thank you Lord for you son, Jesus Christ"





5foot walk



season of hunting..


Today was a really fun long day...Had gotten up at 6am to get ready for the AYA Hunt...It was pretty good...As expected, the more experienced hunters had won all top 3 prizes...haha....But none of us was dissapointed. We all had loads of fun :)

After the long 5 hours of non-stop signboard lookin...I swore no longer to take signboards lightly...haha....It was great fun tryin to unscramble the clues put to us...There were times that we come up with the most illogical answers, out of the desperation to get on to the next question...We repeated 'two by two' until we had the consensus that it sounded like 'tomato'...how did that happened?..I myself have no idea...I did actually thought the link of 'two by two' was sounding like 'tomato'..haha....the actual answer was 'pear'...since it sounds like 'pair'... ie. two by two....

Had taken a couple of photos. CLICK HERE to check out the photos taken during the Hunt.

After the hunt, joe, jack and i drove down to kl to catch the 'rock the world' concert. Arriving, we could hear from the outside the bands playing. Since the sound didnt seem to interest us, we decided to save the rm20 enterance charges and watch another gig goin on nearby. Plus, it was free!!...haha....the only band that caught my eye was 'furniture'...Their sound was mellow but melodious with the frequent admirable use of guitar effect. It was heavenly sounds...Just perfect for my ears...Superb!

Had taken alot of picture today. Had this photo taking frenzy causing an unwanted 120photos to be stored in my lil' space memory card...hehe....Anyway, ive gotta get rest!!....Im just dog tired!...So enjoy the photo below of Mr.Bakar(my college security guard) earning alittle side income selling drinks to thirsty gig lovers.....enjoy..


its set!!


Had watch 'Ocean's Twelve' after class with some mates. It's really a movie that is very subjective to one's liking. As for me, I felt that it was a great movie. A simple plot, with not much trilling or actions..but great directing by steven soderbergh...

The AYA Hunt is tomorrow!!...haha...Am lookin forward to it. The plan for Kampar is set to go. Will be departuring from KL on the 27th for Kampar. Would spend all 3nites at Kampar, but will be driving up to Ipoh with anil. The initial plan to go alone is cancel, since there was too much response of friends that want to join. Would probably be heading down to Kampar with 4 friends. Its gonna be a fun and adventurous trip...with visits to the orang asli kampung...and hopefully a visit to Gua Tempurung. Activities are yet to be set, but anil promises of a fulfilling journey to Kampar...haha...we'll see how it goes...

Would love to have the chance to visit the orang asli village there. And if all goes well, Anil's pastor would take us there. Hoping that the Pastor would be free to take us there..Would be heading to Ipoh on the 29th....Dont really know whats to do, but there's definately good food and to clarify of all this buzz we hear of the exceptionally pretty girls there..haha....I'll see to judge it for myself...hehe...

Sunday would be the last class for the year...woohoo!! Can't wait for the holidays to start!! After much complaining about the ever raining season, the sun is back out. Its really hot and burning these days. Can't really stand the afternoon, since its just blazing hot in KL. Havin to walk for lunch, I could really feel the heat as a gulp my food down and quickly head back to an air-conditioned room. Its just really really hot!...Wished it was abit cloudy...crap!

Gotta wake up at 6.30am tomorrow...And off we go hunting for signboards!...haha....Will post up the pictures for the hunt as soon as i capture them...haha....enjoy


the day when classes could kill


Today is the most depressing day in class. How do i put it..?....Class was totally crappy!!..so frustrating...Started class at 10am...and it wasnt a good start. The lecturer didnt seemed to have any mood teaching, and the students slowly catched up and hadnt the mood to listen either. Half of the class, I was just tryin to keep myself awake. Again, the monotonous voices of lecturers are like a mantra to make me sleep. The class after lunch didnt get any better. The supposed lecturer was not around and was subtituted by another. I indeed spend most of the time tryin to stay awake again. But I didnt try that hard this time around. I lay my head on the table and wrote as he dictated. After class was all over by 3pm, I was relieve. Okay, its probably partially me to blame since i slept late yesterday and got up by 8am for class. But the class was really mellow today.

It also didnt help when a class was schedule in the evening. Had the last class at 6.30pm till about 9.45pm. Between 3pm to 6.30, i could only wait until the clock hit 6pm....The evening class was the worst of them all. It was just unbearable!!...A professor from the good'old england had came to lecture our class. If the day wasnt bad enough, he proved to be an even worst monotonous voice lecturer. It couldnt be any worst than that, but it really was. Despite his mellow mellow voice that even flies wouldnt be distracted, I could hardly understand what he was trying to convey. Having endured an hour and a half before the 7 minutes break(which eventually became 15 minutes..thank god!!), i was on the very verge of droppin dead. It was the first time in my whole life that i had dozed off when still concerntrating..SERIOUS!!....I was actually tryin to understand what he was saying, and out of a sudden, I could remember next was waking up from my 20seconds dreamland....WOW!!....Plus, it happened a couple of time during the class.

The 3 hour class proved agonizing. I never felt this way ever before...I came to the realization that you CAN be talked to death. I could be a victim if the class was any longer....It was just plain disaster today. Classes today was a drag.....'O Lord, Please let me not endure that again...Thank you for testing my patience, and helpin me keep them...But please not break me for such a suffering as this..'(ok, im exaggerating abit....but it was bad la..) This is probably the ever worst day in class in the 20years that i've lived....It was BAD!!!!

Ok, stop with all this complaning already!.....Sorry sorry people....just too frustrated. 'O Lord, Please make my day in class tomorrow much better. Thank you Lord'...

Christmas is 8 days away!!....Its gonna be awesome.....! Anyway, its time to go...have to head for an early bed. Ive repented, im gonna sleep early....I can't go for classes tryin to keep my eyes open.....Its tough....So, till you hear my naggin again... Enjoy :)


a unique picture



Had just gotten home from mamaks with my starbuck's friends. Everytime i go back to starbucks IOI, a funny feeling overwhelms..I do miss working there. Its probably the best job you can get..The partners are all caring and fun!....Plus, really miss brewing coffee and steamin milk. Its been awhile since i last made a fine cup of cappucino... :) Joyce is leaving the IOI store for the one in shah alam...so it was farewell to her....

My mind is blank!...I can't think of anything to write....so thats it for now....anyway, thanks nyan for the link to the song...Didnt know what song to put up, so decided to steal from ur blog the link to this song...haha....enjoy



Had class today AGAIN!!....Class was 6.30pm till 8.30pm...SO FUN!!...Arrhhhh!!.....Again, Im not a part-time student, Im FULLTIME!....Thats what you get for doing law.....SUNDAYS, MONDAY nites...whatever!

Had taken pictures before class with some friends. Currently I have this photo taking craze. CRAZY! Didnt want to post the pictures up here on the blog since theres so many pictures up already! If you wanna take a look at the pictures, CLICK HERE !. Theres a cute girl in one of the pictures. So guys!, you know what to do...haha..

Had steamboat for dinner with some classmates today. Ended up spending about 20bucks for dinner..crap! I'M BROKE!.. DARN!....My appetite has dropped tremendously these days. Don't really know why. Since the insomnia episode, i get stuffed fast. Had lost weigh since...haha...GREAT!

Supposedly, there are quite a number of hits for the blog. So, if you are viewing this blog, and i don't know that you are, please do comment. Don't be shy..haha..Wanna know who reads this crazy blog..... :) Anyway, could not find any suitable songs to play for the blog. Trying to get dishwalla's stuff to put on.

Im currently planning to head down to Kampar after Christmas. Had a sudden urge to go travelling up north during the break. Hoping to travel to Kampar and then heading to Ipoh. Ill be travelling by bus and would be stayin at a friend's place for a couple of days. Travelling alone would be fun and a good experience...Can't wait to go.....But, it all depends on my schedule...Hope im free by the 26th......

AYA HUNT is this saturday!...Had signed up in aaron's car....Its gonna be fun...Thanks justin for taking over my spot for CF this week...I owe you one!.......enjoy


psalms



Psalms 2:8 "Ask of me, and I will give to you the nations for your inheritance, And the ends of the earth for your possesion."
Psalms 9 "I will praise you! O Lord, with my whole heart. I will tell of all your marvelous works. I will be glad and rejoice in You: I will sing praise to your name, O Most High."




Finally, the week is over!...yeah!!......Everything is about done. Our 2 day caroling in college is over and it was great. Classes today was abit boring. There were times I didn't understand the words comin out of the lecturers mouth. Hadnt any reason, but the most part of class, I just felt like sleeping. As the lecturer spoke, their voice became a common sound to ear. Not long, the sound became monotonous and not a word made any sense. This voice was calling me to dreamland.....I couldn't resist this temptation...And as my weary eyes shuts, the sight of dreamland was soon appearing. Right before my foot stepped into the land where dreams begin, I felt a bump of my head....What the heck?.....Awaken, I found myself lying my head on the classroom table. Crap! i hit my head on the table as I was falling to sleep...


Interesting ehh...All photos were taken during class. This is when class is too boring, and you've just gotta do something to stay awake. So, decided to take photos using a friend's cellphone camera...Check out all the other things goin on during class. Everyone was abit tired and bored. You can't blame us!! We had class from 11.45am till 8.15pm on a sunday....What do you expect?...haha..

Ps.Sandra's message on singlehood, families, etc, was really enlightening. There were things that I didnt view the way she did. It was great to have a ladies perspective on things. Enjoyed her message and all her crazy jokes....

Im hearing voices again....Its calling me to dreamland.....Time for bed...Its already 3.20am...crappy.......enjoy.... :)



one year...


14days,
it'll be a year.
feelings faded.
emotions gone.
problems unsolved.

what larks,
could it had been a year and a half?
of joy or misery?
know not I,
the answer.
had since,
god is my path,
my life,
my rescue.

run did I,
from the almighty.
but not knowing,
running was I,
to him.

amazingly,
arms did he open wide,
when all was lost.

with everything subside,
forgiveness do i seek,
from you.
reason can't i give,
but hope would I,
one day,
understand could you,
of what I've done.

you'll see,
you'll understand.
one day perhaps.

till that day,
i vow,
friends will be,
now everythings solved.

~enjoy.


amazing childrens


Had the 'Christmas Care Campaign' in the morning. It turned out great despite all the little problems. The amounts of gifts for a child was encouraging. Some young ones had about 10gifts from the students. The gifts weren't cheap either, there was a panasonic walkman, a acoustic guitar, a bicycle etc etc. The students really gave their heart and blessed the childrens with what they really wanted. But most of all, the student shared the one irreplacable gift of them all, LOVE. Even parents of students attended the campaign to show their support to these children. It was unbelievable! What a great testimony! The childrens being poured with gifts and affection could not, but had a smile of their faces. That was probably the greatest joy for the sponsors. Thank god for all the sponsors and people that attended the campaign. It wouldn't be a success if weren't for everyone that had supported and helped our the event. I'm proud that our work has blessed the childrens.

According to Ps.Evelyn, the pastor of 'Precious Children Home', most of these childrens were picked up from the streets or Chow Kit. Most of these children's parents were on drugs and hadn't the money to support their children. It was really sad to hear the stories of these childrens. The children themselves knew their background and weren't proud. They were all really good kids, most even better and more well mannered than other kids. Its a shame that they had to endure this path in life.

Had went to the 'Drunk Before Dawn' musical yesterday nite. I was impressed with the music and the lightings. It was really good and not forgetting that leading girl that sang. Her voice was beautiful...amazing!

Will be heading to church later. Till i write again, enjoy a picture i taken and edited.....enjoy




its all in the picture


Had been taking alot of pictures lately. Dont exactly know why, but always did had an interest in photography. Picture do show something a thousand words cannot tell. Was goin through a friend's blog and found a site about lomography. Its a cool concept. Although i didnt know about this concept before, i been takin picture alike lomography. Just taking random pictures at anything and everything around. I think the best pictures taken are those of just ordinary, simple pictures showing the natural.

Had been doin some work with photo programs. Currently, ive only 'the ACD Fotocanvas' program. Am waiting for a friend to pass me 'Adobe Photoshop'. Currently learning to use these programs at a advance level. Its fun..haha

Will post up pictures taken soon. Till then, enjoy peeps....


christmas@thePARK2004 Pictures


pictures taken at Christmas@ THEPARK2004.....enjoy




time really flies...before i knew it, 2004 is comin to an end and we'll be lookin forward to 2005.....it as if 2004 never really happened....it feels like 2003 months ago...and now its already approachin 2005....funny..

so, liverpool go through to the last 16..haha....didnt watch the match..but wished i did....it was a superb match....liverpool trailing by a goal in the first half was disasterous...and needed a 3 goal win over olympiacos to get through...and it didnt seemed like it was goin to happen....with 2 goals scored in the second half...liverpool needed another goal....the last goal came 4 minutes before end and secured the path to the last 16....unbelievable....!!the game ended with a liverpool 3-1 win over olympiacos....haha :)

anyway, it has been the busiest 2 weeks for me.....with the 'christmas care campaign' nearing, there are things to finish up....ive already finish printing about 40 pages of publicity and decors for that day....there alittle more left to do.....plus, wrapping the gifts for kids, christopher and shaun.....ive got for both of them a t-shirt....hope they like it :)....

had meeting for the actsgames yesterday....am supposedly incharge with the futsal activities....would probably suggest to have a competition early next year....gotta write in a report by end of the month suggesting of the plans for next year.....its good to be involve with church.... :)

its late...and got to wrap the gifts now....enjoy... :)


clubbing ain't my thing


had just came home from a friend's party held at a club in kl....it was just for the sake of friends that i went for the outing.....i had never liked clubbing...and it totally suck....arrrhhhh...so frustrating....

being at the club, all you can do is just drink your heart out...dance....and pick up girls.....stupid!....since i practice none of the above, clubbing was just a waste of time.....with the club being packed, and everyone dancing like theres no tomorrow, i decided to sit at the sidelines and just watch the tv....its probably the best thing to do.....

in between sitting down and watchin the tv, i discovered that i have less respect for the people at the club....all they do is drink till drunkenness overwhelms..and move their body in ways i thought wasnt possible.....crappy!.....the only thing that interest me was the music...i must admit, the music was not bad...and the bass was pretty good.....but given a choice, i would had rather spend the nite at prayer meetin in church than at the club.....everyone at the 'thai club' seems aimless....such a world does not interest me.....

to be honest, i felt shameful for the girls dancing on the table top....it was just senseless to portray their body for the viewing pleasure of those dirty old monkeys....all i could gather was that guys and girls alike were there to boost, smoke their lungs away and try to get someone else to bed, if possible.....stupidity at its highest level...

however, despite all those things that i hate goin on, i had the chance to talk to a friend about god....we chatted and discuss our views...though our views differ..i explained the reality of god....he was pretty good at questioning since he knew alittle about the bible....he was convinced that homosexuality was a natural nature and proven scientifically.....i prayed hard and ask god to put the right words in my mouth....it turned out to be a good conversation.....i hope ive enlighten him and had at least planted a seed to be sowed....

that was probably the highlight of the whole time there....i seriously hope that this would be my last time in a club....i cant understand how some live their life...its confusing.....and no, im not a little boy giving the excuse that clubbing is bad....thats for you to decide...its just, i dont do well with clubbing.....as always, everyone is entitled to their opinions...

i went out tonite knowin my priorities....its said, 'if you don't live by priorities, you live by pressure'....many of my friends wanted me to relax and drink alittle.. claiming that it was a nite to have fun and lay off....but i wasnt of that same view :)...indeed a drop of alcohol wouldnt hurt..but it would be subtituting my priority....i do not think drinkin is wrong..still, i didnt felt like indulging in such ways...the truth was, i didnt do this to be seen a great, super christian or anything....it was just one stand in my life....a priority....one of which, i wouldnt want to trade in for this temporary enjoyness....and, if i wanted a girl that would abstrain herself from all these lifestyle as a 'loved one', its probably fair and reasonable to do the same and abstrain from all this myself...haha :) ..its abit far fetch....but thats just my reasoning.....funny :)

i do believe that despite everything come'th our way....if you do not live by priorities, you will end up living by pressure...and it isnt a great way to lead life....haha....enjoy :)


a whole new blog..


welcome to the new design of the blog... :) .....it took me a couple of weeks to figure everything out...wasnt easy to custom change most of the interior....but it was worth it....at least it looks better now...haha......

since its the christmas season..i posted some christmas pictures at the side...there the christmas@ thePARK's personnel tags....haha :) ....

christmas@ thePARK was great....despite the rain, many turned up for the event...at least, this year it wasnt as humid compared to the last one...there was breeze and it cooled the place...

it was great to be apart of the event...although given minimal work, it was pretty fun....we ushered people on their way in....it was hard to shake hands with most, since most held umbrella's and leaflets...and hadnt any room for a hand shake....haha :) ...this would be memorable day to remember....

it seems like everyone is having relationship problem....somehow during every year end, problems start to arise in all this guy, girl relationship.....funny....its really weird....had couple of friends that broked up with their partners recently....some are depressed..and it isnt the best mood to be for the season...common, its christmas....the season of joy and love....all this problems are spoiling christmas....NOT GOOD!!.....be cheerful.... :)

had finished on the advert for the 'christmas care campaign' for college...it took about 3hours or so to finish the work....jia yin, daphne and myself wasnt really expecting to make something great....the truth was, we hadnt any clue what we wanted..we didnt know what to do..or how to do the advert.....and somehow, after a long while of thinkin and walkin..the creative thoughts started to pour in....and before we know it...BOOM...we had a really nice advert!!.....we are definately proud of our work...and didnt expect that our final product would be of such sort....it was definately god's help....haha....all things will works out good if you trust god... :)

its time to go...there a birthday party to attend...wouldnt get the chance to go for the prayer meeting tonight...crap!.....haha..enjoy


united we stand..divided we fall.......


its been a long while since ive wrote whats really on my mind....the recent entries relates more about my day, etc etc.....

watching 'American History X' got me thinking....it was a really impactful movie....i do love watchin movies that gets me thinking...it reminds me of things that at time i forgot....thats probably why i hate watching horror movies...coz u dont really gain anything from it....except being fearful of everything...stupid!

on a more serious note...after watching 'American History X', i kept questionin why is there such divisions among us mankind...it seems that the difference that sets us apart is our culture and the colours of our skin...and that prevails to make a great difference among us.....sometimes i question god..'why did he make us different in skin colour?'...if we were all of one coloured skin..there would not be a problem of racism....didnt god realize that there was goin to be a problem when formin us in different skin colours?....

but, it couldnt be a problem to blame god for....arent we the one to blame for makin bariers dividing ourselves?....but why?....what is the difference between a white person and a black person? can't we appreciate that both are very much alike?...doesnt a white person have a heart like a black person do?....doesnt a black person have a pair of hands alike a white person?....the only visible difference is the colour of our skin....

are we that shallow in not accepting another person that is of different race?...thinkin back....whilst playin futsal with some friends...the racial differences proved to be prevailent....the 16 chinese guys there were pickin on 4 indian guys on the court....it wasnt because the indian guys were playin dirty..or anything......for the simple reason that the indian guys were leading in the game...it had stirred racist comments amongst the chinese guys....being able to understand the language spoken among them..i was disgusted!!....how could a person that has every capacity to think, set themselves apart because of the racial differences?...stupid shallow minded people...

its probably our ancestors to blame....the older generations had relentlessly feed us with that crap about how we are so very different from another race....and how we should marry amongst our own race and multiply fruitfully....its probably their way of consipiring to take over the world..haha...its alike hitler's dream of killing every jew on the face of the world...and even he could not achieve it.....all this bullshit!!....

the fight for equality among all races has not been won....we have indeed evolved throughout centuries....and it took the sacrifice of great visionaries before the revolution happened....however, sadly we are just half way there....the difference doent only stop at racism...it does go on to many other things....we humans are just very divided...

i do myself admit that im alittle racist....god forbid....but its true....i cannot answer why....im not racist in the means that i dislike a coloured person or anything....for example, its just at times, i feel insecure when approach by a foreign man or a coloured person...im make to believe that a coloured man is more harmful than a chinese person....but in reality, the last person that mugged me was indeed a chinese man.....the local media has always seem to portray a coloured person as a suspect of criminal wrongs....and subconsciously, we have already made up our minds on them when indeed a hand full of them are the real wrong doers....

if only mankind could see beyond that little colour differences....if only the incident in Jasper, Texas didnt occur...James Byrd Jr could be very much alive now.....it has taken visionaries like Martin Luther King to step up and pay the price for unity....its probably our time to step up and step out of the difference that has divided the nation for centuries....and pray that one day, the wall of biasness and diffences are are demolish...

as it was said in the movie...its always good to end with a quote... since someone has already said it best, and if you cant top it, steal from them and go out strong..

'we are not enemies but friends,
we must not be enemies,
though passion may have strained,
we must not break our bands of affection,
the mystic chords of memory will swell when again touch..
as they surely will be by the better angels of our nature...
and hate is a baggage neednt taken by anyone.."
-american history X-

enjoy -xphilx





christmas @thePARK would be held today!!!....BE THERE....its at 7.30pm at SUNWAY AMPITHEATER!!!......

am so tired...tomorrows gonna be fun....haha.....enjoy...


busy busy busy..


wow...the last nite for the planet shakers conference was simply amazing....the turn-out was awesome...the hall was packed...even getting out of the hall at the end of the conference was tough...amazing!...

my schedule for this festive season is really full....there is so much to do before christmas...there would be christmas @thepark2004 held this sunday...so BE THERE!!....later next friday, would have to go watch nyan's play....inwhich the followin day would be the 'christmas care campaign' event held in college....being in charge of the decors with the others..there is so much to do before the event...gotta decorate the place up for the event...plus gotta get christopher a christmas gift....and the list goes on and on.....just too hectic...but its all good..

im currently renovating this blog....this blog will be given a fresh look very soon...hope to get it out by new year...since im getting abit bored with the looks of this blog.....there is quite abit to do before unveiling the new face lift.....so till then...enjoy this current look...haha :)


rush rush rush..!!


wow...the nite concert for planet shakers was awesome....though i was there for less than 15 minutes, i could feel the energy...am definately goin tomorrow nite...hadnt the chance to stay for the concert since i had to catch 'the incredibles' with my family....decided to join my parents for the movie though ive watched it before....probably because it felt like it was a better thing to do...a family outing or somthing of such sort..haha.....

had stayed over at matt's place yesterday..it wasnt really planned...i got the call in the nite telling me to go out for a drink and later stay over at his place...coz it would be easier since we were to wake up early to play futsal the next day....thought that i could get more sleep since the futsal place was nearby matt's place....but boy was i wrong!!....we only slept after 6am....we were out for the most parts of the nite....or was it morning?...hehe....we decided to visit jia yin at 1am...so we took a short drive over to her place...we spent the nite/morning at jia yin's place...we did nothing much but watch 'the butterfly effect'...since it was like my hundred time watching the movie....it wasnt that captivating or interesting....spent most of the time explaining 'why this' and 'why that' to them about the movie......since it was alittle technical to understand....

had left her place at 5am...and by the time we got home...it didnt took long before we were off to dreamland.....the next morning, we were schedule to be awake by 9...and of course, we couldnt wake up....we finally got up by 10...and rushed for futsal...it wasnt a pleasant sight...didnt even had the chance to take a quick shower...just brushed my teeth and put on my contact lens..and we were off.....hadnt even the chance to comb my hair....crap!

had a long day afterwards....with futsal all done..it was time to take the most needed bath...and rush off to low yat to help some friends pick out a mp3 player....with all this rushing and a great lack of sleep..i was pretty stone....finally got back about 6 in the evening...

and another call came in telling me that planet shakers concert was on....had to rush out again by 7...it was a full day of rushing to everywhere....exausting!!!

and that was the report for the day...rush rush rush...arrhhh crap!...haha....why am i actually reporting my day anyway?...dont know either...its probably because ive no clue of what to write....haha....

anyway...enjoy this advert by durex....dont u think the idea was brilliant?....haha






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