It was terrible. I got attacked. And yes, and it was really painful. I sat motionless, hoping the pain would fade, but for hours, the pain remained. I couldnt sleep, couldnt lie down straight on the bed. It was aweful. Mr. Gas Tric decided to give it a go yesteday nite. My body is abit different somehow, it doesnt react to the advances of Mr.Gas Tric if I hadnt eat, but suprisingly more often than not, only take its advantage when i'm over stuffed any evening.

If only I had eaten less. If only I could resist the food steaming in the boat. Having steamboat for dinner had proved disasterous this time. I felt a little ache after dinner and had a sense that he was comin for me, and he did. Mr.Gas Tric had planned of a joyous time bitting chunks off my stomach. And so he did. During the middle of the nite, he came. It was as though he was piecing my stomach with a sharp knife over and over again. It was excruciating. I was up the whole nite tryin to get into a position that wouldnt hurt so bad. But it didnt really help. I was goin crazy.

By 6 in the morning, i decided the battle must be over soon. I decided it was time, the right time to unleash a battle back for my insides. I headed straight to the kitchen, and pulled out a round shaped pill. It was the antidote, the only way I knew to battle Mr.Gas Tric. As I gulped down some water, and swallowed that pill, the war for middle stomach begin. i had declared war on Mr. Gas Tric and his troops. My eyes were weary, I had a long day coming, and without my essential rest, I would also lose my other fights. I knew it was time to rest and let the antidote take effect.

As i lay back to a position that hurt least, i prayed that my troops would destroy my vowed enemy. I fell into a deep sleep afterwards, and later waking up to know that my troops had already won the battle. I was pleased. I vow this day, I should consume less, and reduce any advances Mr.Gas Tric might have in the future. Till then, the war for middle stomach has ended. The victory was ours. And till that war emerges again, I stay ready with my pill by my bed.

enjoy.

The loo. Its more than just a place to do the "appropriate business". Its a place where many go to think : listen and sing : a paradise to read : a place to slow down from our busy life : a refuge for comfort : to relax and wind down : to indulge in the beauty of silence : a place to cry : to pour out hidden emotions : a place to find answers : to question life : a place to enjoy life : to find courage to accomplish something : ultimately, a place where everything happens. Have you ever thought about it? Haven't you notice, many things can be accomplish in this place we never thought possible. The loo is more than just for its intended purpose, it brings the better nature out of all of us. Guess, its time the loo be given recognition for its multipurpose santuary. haha. Thats my loo down there. My paradise? haha.

enjoy.

Its day 7 into my 40 days fast. Apparently, I had initially planned to fast my lunch, but since I hardly get up on time for breakfast, I had to go on till dinner. haha.. But its all good. Appetite has definately dropped alot, and eating too much can be an exausting. haha. Had McDonalds for dinner today. Somehow la, felt like eating those burgers and especially their fries. The craving during the day was too great, that I eventually had a take out for dinner after class. Class ended late as usual, and so the fast was prolong too. But, no complains la.

Had found time to watch a movie that I had longed to watch in awhile, 'Eternal Sunshine Of the Spotless Mind'. All I can say about the movie was, WOW!. What an amazing concept! Such a cinematic experience. The screen write for the movie was in such simplicity, just a perfect way to convey a story. Probably one of the best, or not, the most unique romantic movie ever. Plus, the movie was only made with a budget of $35m. Im just simply amazed by this idea of the movie. haha.

Anyway, off to do work. enjoy.

If you haven't notice, the song for this blog has been changed. Had initially heard this song yesterday from a friend. The first time i heard this song, i was taken aback. The words were just reaching out. The words were so real. Its an awesome song. The thought came of posting this song up, but I doubted and though it wasnt possible since it would be really tough or else, impossible to find the link. Was goin through a friend's blog, and suprisingly she had post the link to this song...haha. Nothing's impossible with God :) . With all that, please do listen to the song and be touch by it. I've posted the lyrics below. enjoy.


Nicole Nordeman - Why?
We rode into town the other day
Just me and my Daddy
He said I'd finally reached that age
And I could ride next to him on a horse
That of course was not quite as wide

We heard a crowd of people shouting
And so we stopped to find out why
And there was that man
That my dad said he loved
But today there was fear in his eyes

So I said "Daddy, why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is He dressed in that bright purple robe?
I'll bet that crown hurts Him more than He shows
Daddy, please can't you do something?
He looks as though He's gonna cry
You said he was stronger than all of those guys
Daddy, please tell me why
Why does everyone want him to die?"

Later that day the sky grew cloudy
And Daddy said I should go inside
Somehow he knew things would get stormy
Boy was he right
But I could not keep from wondering
If there was something he had to hide

So after he left I had to find out
I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowds
To a hill where I knew men had been killed
And I heard a voice come from the cross

And it said, "Father, why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for My robe?
This crown of thorns hurts Me more than it shows
Father, please can't You do something?
I know that You must hear My cry
I thought I could handle the cross of this size
Father, remind Me why
Why does everyone want Me to die?
When will I understand why?"

"My precious Son, I hear them screaming
I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming
But soon I will clothe You in robes of My own
Jesus, this hurts Me much more than You know
But this dark hour I must do nothing
I've heard your unbearable cry
The power in your blood destroys all of the lies
Soon you'll see past their unmerciful eyes
Look there below see the child
Trembling by her father's side
Now I can tell you why
she is why you must die.

-Thanks weun for sharing. God bless.

Download this song now. CLICK HERE

So, everything is about done with the year of the Rooster. The Chinese New Year is about over, and everyone is back to their respective lives. The city is back to being crowded as before. Nothing really changed. SS2 is packed with no space of finding a car park, and the city is as noisy as ever.

The only change, are those in the pockets. For some, the New Year proved dreadful since most of their hard earned cash are given to their childrens and the other childrens...haha. Lucky for me, im not one of those dreadful ones. The profit out of doing nothing, but just sitting at another's home was humourous. People like us are getting paid for nothing but just visiting other's homes for a couple of minutes. And in addition to that, we are also invited to have a meal there. And when you object, those host actually forces you to eat a little. Don't you think its amazing? Its like getting a combo deal. You get a meal and also some money as appreciation. Nothing can beat that tradition...haha.

Done with all that. So, its back to class for me. Long, long boring classes. Yeap, with the exams drawing to close, its just time to strive for great grades. Its full throttle now. Classes are gonna be a pain, since once revisions starts, classes are all at the wrong time and day. You really don't want to get me started on the days. When you've got classes the whole saturday and sundays and nite classes during the weekdays, there nothing more depressing. Period.

Anyway, on a brighter note, its Valentines. My take on valentine: some saint that had helped many, died on this day, and we take that advantage and start over-charging regular loving folks for dinner and flowers. Great! So much for Valentines. Anyway, its Valentine's, so go ahead and blast the cash away. You'll never find a better time to buy flowers than that when its over-priced..haha.

This year's valentines would be the weirdest one of all. Instead of having a romantic dinner with someone, i'm to have a romantic dinner with god, or so to speak la. Gonna church tonight, and kick off our 40day fast. Yeap, pretty insane to start a 40 day fast on the valentines day, but its all worthwhile. What better way to give a gift to your love one, than to give your all to God. So, it'll be a date with God for me tonight...haha. :)

With everything lovey goin on, its the better of me to share a gift. So, enjoy the lovely picture below..haha. again, have yourself a Happy Valentine's Day.

happy valentine's day.

Since its the festive season, decided to give you a picture of a couple of fireworks. The picture shows a couple of fireworks with a nice background image. Compiled some of the fireworks photos i taken and put them all together to get the above effect. Pretty cool. Looks like a picture from a lomo camera..haha. Anyway, enjoy the season.

enjoy.

Chinese New Eve, a day to reunite with the rest of the family. A fun day? Or a misery? Its for you to decide. But, count it all blessings to have them with you....haha :)

Had developed my first roll of lomo film today. And the result, very interesting. It was pretty good for my first try on the colour splash. Am really excited to see the outcome of the next film. Since the chinese new year is just days away, would have a more fun time taking pictures with the colour splash...haha. To view more of my lomo pictures, CLICK HERE.

enjoy.

I was 7 when i first saw you
You were that little girl in church everyone knew
The one the teachers loved
The one that stood out among all
I was amazed.
I am amaze.

It has been 14years
Still, the sound of your name is
like fresh paint
Never did I forget
That lovely name and smile
Never once forgotten
That beauty that overwhelmed
the heart.

I stand 14 years after
Still amazed
Still captured
Still taken aback
To the wonders of you.

You are my measurement
You are my comparison
To everything beautiful
To everything wonderful
For nothing in this world
Has yet compared to thy beauty
You are beautiful.

Different pathways have we taken
Different directions have we chosen
But within me hopes
That one day
We may cross paths
That one day
We may join paths
Just that one day.

And till that day comes
I stand hoping
For that miracle
For that favour
To meet that girl met so long ago
To meet that dream forsaken before
To meet that childhood love again.

enjoy.

finally, got the coloursplash from a friend. am gonne try it out before getting one. haha. doesnt it look so slick? can't wait to develope my first roll of film.

enjoy.

enjoy the chinese new year.

Wahlau, its been too long since the last post. Loads of things happened la. Anyway, since i'm just too lazy to write everything down, i'll just summarize it.

Below are the events that has taken place for the last couple of weeks. What are your view of the events that occured? Would it be a better approach if the event had occured in another way? Discuss.(this is something like my law question la..too caught up with all this legal studies.)

1. 20:Jan- Mark this date 20Jan2005. This is the day i actually clearly understood what Mr.Murali was talking about. He made sense. So enlightening. A date of history. I could actually understand his class. Mark the date!!! Mark the date!!!
2. A start to the many more meeting with Ro in Bangsar.
3. 21:Jan- Got Runner-up for the City Revival Futsal Friendly Competition. We actually won. The other monkey team conned the referee, and got a disallowed goal. monkey!
4. Went up to KL with Ro, and took a whole load of pictures.
5. 22:Jan- Parent's 27th Aniversary. So we 3 monkey children decided to crash their romantic dinner. We followed them to a nice japanese restaurant in KL-Sasaki. Ate japanese like never before. That will last me 3 months from japanese.
6. The tsunami poster for cf was done. Finally.
7. 23:Jan- Superb sharing by T.T Quah.
8. 24:Jan- Prayer meeting at church..ActsGame meet. Whacky discussions..haha
9. 25:Jan- Nyan's bible study, defore the long boring class...zzZZzzZZZzz
10. Miracle happened. It was good!
11. 26:Jan- Got the chance to visit Wondermilk-Uptown Damansara. Very good lookin shop. I want my lomo!!!
12. Headed up to KL to get a digital camera. Nope, not for me, Ro wanted one, so we went and got a Sony. not bad, not bad.
13. 28:Jan - A reality show happened in class. I call it 'The Murali Survivor'. mr.Murali had everyone in class speak up their answers for the question, and everyone had to answer, otherwise we get stuck in class. It was an endurance test. Only 2 stood up to match this endurance and because of those monkeys, we got out of class late by 20 minutes. My beloved lunchtime was cutdown to less that half-an hour.
14. 29:Jan- The tsunami discussion in cf with sivin kit. It was a good discussion, very insightful. And was blessed by the bigger crowd that came.
15. 30:Jan- Another date to remember! The day i didn't felt like sleeping during class. Yeap, every single one of them, i didnt felt like sleeping. Awesome, they weren't that boring afterall....haha
16. 31:Jan - Had printed cards for 'theworkproject'. And, had got a couple of numbers to call. Very anticipated to see what happens. :)
17. 1Feb -Have no idea what's gonna happen next, coz its just an hour into the day. Praying that everything goes well.

Yeap, that was the summary of my life for the last couple of weeks. Boring, wait...that ain't your problem....haha....enjoy.

xphilx