had just came home from a friend's party held at a club in kl....it was just for the sake of friends that i went for the outing.....i had never liked clubbing...and it totally suck....arrrhhhh...so frustrating....

being at the club, all you can do is just drink your heart out...dance....and pick up girls.....stupid!....since i practice none of the above, clubbing was just a waste of time.....with the club being packed, and everyone dancing like theres no tomorrow, i decided to sit at the sidelines and just watch the tv....its probably the best thing to do.....

in between sitting down and watchin the tv, i discovered that i have less respect for the people at the club....all they do is drink till drunkenness overwhelms..and move their body in ways i thought wasnt possible.....crappy!.....the only thing that interest me was the music...i must admit, the music was not bad...and the bass was pretty good.....but given a choice, i would had rather spend the nite at prayer meetin in church than at the club.....everyone at the 'thai club' seems aimless....such a world does not interest me.....

to be honest, i felt shameful for the girls dancing on the table top....it was just senseless to portray their body for the viewing pleasure of those dirty old monkeys....all i could gather was that guys and girls alike were there to boost, smoke their lungs away and try to get someone else to bed, if possible.....stupidity at its highest level...

however, despite all those things that i hate goin on, i had the chance to talk to a friend about god....we chatted and discuss our views...though our views differ..i explained the reality of god....he was pretty good at questioning since he knew alittle about the bible....he was convinced that homosexuality was a natural nature and proven scientifically.....i prayed hard and ask god to put the right words in my mouth....it turned out to be a good conversation.....i hope ive enlighten him and had at least planted a seed to be sowed....

that was probably the highlight of the whole time there....i seriously hope that this would be my last time in a club....i cant understand how some live their life...its confusing.....and no, im not a little boy giving the excuse that clubbing is bad....thats for you to decide...its just, i dont do well with clubbing.....as always, everyone is entitled to their opinions...

i went out tonite knowin my priorities....its said, 'if you don't live by priorities, you live by pressure'....many of my friends wanted me to relax and drink alittle.. claiming that it was a nite to have fun and lay off....but i wasnt of that same view :)...indeed a drop of alcohol wouldnt hurt..but it would be subtituting my priority....i do not think drinkin is wrong..still, i didnt felt like indulging in such ways...the truth was, i didnt do this to be seen a great, super christian or anything....it was just one stand in my life....a priority....one of which, i wouldnt want to trade in for this temporary enjoyness....and, if i wanted a girl that would abstrain herself from all these lifestyle as a 'loved one', its probably fair and reasonable to do the same and abstrain from all this myself...haha :) ..its abit far fetch....but thats just my reasoning.....funny :)

i do believe that despite everything come'th our way....if you do not live by priorities, you will end up living by pressure...and it isnt a great way to lead life....haha....enjoy :)