went for my second interview today...dont really know why is there so many interview when they are just paying me rm4.50 an hour...crap!!....haha...anyway...got the job..and start work this tuesdays...but i have to go in this monday to look around....at least the manager of the place is quite a chick....haha...workin for a chick....thats better than workin for a joker...!!

anyway...after youth cell yesteday..somehow, everyone seems so alive...the guys just didnt feel like going home early....and didnt know where to go either...so, we wasted time just wandering here and there tryin to figure out where to head...took about an hour before we just headed to a cyber cafe nearby...i played until i was dead bored....just playing inorder to waste time....so bored!!

could not wake up for the interview this morning....was too tired...came home last nite about 3-4am...wished i could go on sleeping.....dont really know what im gonna do this afternoon.....maybe go out and get some stuff for myself.....

there's this interesting topic...which most christians cannot answer(or has a hard time answering)....sometimes things which is beyond our control happens...sometime, we hope for a miracle...but it doesnt happen...why??? isn't god listening? doesnt he want to answer our prayers?...isn't he the almighty god that everything is possible for him?

a friend's sister had a baby in her womb....the child had a abnormality....however the parent stand by faith and waited for a miracle for their child....they prayed seeking for god to heal their child...but sadly, the child had passed away just before the mother went into labour.... why didn't god answer the prayer of his children??why did the baby had to go?? was he incapable to perform the miracle on this baby?

somehow...we do question god.....we ask why this?.. and why that? and we do not get the answer...but we know that beyond all circumstance...god has a way ....many times we dont understand...and its beyond our understanding why everything happened....but god do thing in mysterious ways...in ways we cannot understand or comprehend....but he do hear the prayers of his children...he knows what you are goin through....he know what will happen....god is our provider...despite the circumstance that befall....look to him for a better day....he is there always for us...eventhough the circumstances are beyond understanding....

its was glad to hear that the parent of the baby are holding on to faith...they had summited everthing to god...for its not our will be done...but his will.....he would never forsake us...for we are his children....all we can do is believe for a better day....