i'll see you someday

a symphony to melodious reawakenings.

Published Monday, March 31, 2008 by p-h-i-l | E-mail this post

I find it hard to write this post, not really knowing where to start or where to head. Just lost.

I guess i'll just start with 'death' this time. Death is nothing new, or nothing unusual, with nothing much to talk about. And life will one day inevitably come to its end, and down to the last grasp for air before all slowly fades away, before 'you' fade away. That my friend is a simplification of life and death.

However, the irony of how life starts and end is rather unique, with its expression resembling each other but its emotions vastly differing. We tear, for joy we tear and for sadness we tear. The common expressions that however translates to very different emotions amuses me to think that God in all his creativity have chose to set the expressions of the beginning and the end as one. Guess God was just being playful =)

Grandma took her last breath at about 2.30pm today. It did came as quite a shock for everyone in the family. But, God had his plans and timing, and she left while she took her nap. I will sorely miss her, her smile, her words, her meals, her comfort, her time, i will miss her for her.

I write in memory of her in tears of sadness. I write in memory of her in tears of joy for she is now at a better place, for she is now back with grandpa, and for she is now with God.

I find it hard to write this post. Not really knowing where to start, but knowing that the end was the start for grandma; a start with God.

Thank you and good bye ah mah. I love you.