a symphony to melodious reawakenings.



the official move...


i'll be officially moving from puchong to peejay tommorrow...thats 1st november2004.....after stayin here in puchong for about 5years...its time to move on....ill be moving to taman mayang, peejay....

got so much to pack up tonite...do not think ill be sleepin most of the nite....the movers will be here tommorow to load all the stuffs off....there so much to move..my computer..my drums..my guitars..my collections of cds+dvds..my clothes..my toothbrush..etc etc....haha....alot la to pack up tonite...

hadn't the best mood the whole day...this is one of the waking up on the very wrong side of bed thing....also dunno why...just felt so down and pissed at some crap....boring!.....

better go start packing all my stuffs now!!....this would be my last post from puchong....so till i post next in peejay....enjoy


guys day out...


had just got back from genting highlands....went up there with the guys from college...felt that it was a better trip compared to the last one last year...the one last year had both guys and girls...but this time..its just the guys....everything seems to flow smoothly....tryin not to be a sexist..but decisions were easier to be made without the girls around....didnt had a hard time thinkin where to eat or where to stay....everyone didnt really object to any suggestions made....wherelse, the during the last trip, we had too many objections of where to eat..where to stay..what to do.....etc etc....guys are less complicated..so we can just anything and have fun...haha....girls = headache??? could be true...its for u to answer...

didnt do much up there in genting..but it was awhole load of fun...its more like a JACKASS episode up in genting....did loads of crappy stuff...whackin each other....haha....and making stupid lame...BUT! funny jokes.....the guys could do anything they wanted without the girls being not there...all those things that girls deem stupid..and ridiculous...but for guys..its all in the name of fun....

before leaving for genting..we had some complication that made us leave late...girls wanted to follow...but the other girls started making noice and all....arhhhh!!...that pissed most of the guys off....girls and their stupid politics....i might never date again.!!???.....so troublesome la all these girls......monkey!

will be posting some of the photos taken later....im goin to church soon....so tata...enjoy



was reading some of my previous post...from the beginning...its good to write down stuff..coz when u read back..it does bring back memories.....if you havent read them..go ahead and read them...its quite interesting....so much perceptions....haha

ive been updating this page too much...somehow im online most nites..just checkin up law stuff...especially finding all those answer guides and all to help me complete my assignments...but never seem to find any...so just gotta em from the text book...its so a thick book...somehow, most legal books are all thick...all filled with cases and a whole load of words that i try to understand...and judges wanting to express their points in the most difficult ways to understand..it really kills us as students...those dumb english blokes..hehe.....if only they could say what they wanted in plain'o english....would make my life so much easier...even deciphering the words takes up alot of time..plus the use of latin words!!....despite their fascination with creative linguals...please spare us..!!

have finished my assignment that was due last week...so probably pass it up on thursday...i have reading assignment due this week....arhh.....partONE has been so different compared to intermediate...its assignments everyweek...havent got a week that assignments are not due for...i have already assignments due next week and the week after....it'll probably get worse as times goes....but thats my life now right!!...can't complain....can't just pass this exams..gotta excel..orelse....not gonna get a job when im done with this.....arrhhh.....law is tough...miss those days during high skool..where everything doesnt to matter.....just enjoyin every single day...haha

gotta go do some work...hopefully every assignments are done on time...had often been passing up assignments late...cant do that no more...dont wanna get kick out of class.... coz someone already had his butt booted out of class.....dont want to be the next....dont think getting boot out looks that good....so farewell my little monkey...


tryin to not get bored....


am currently spendin some time with the some of the guys at the cybercafe....all playin boring games...had not been playin any computer games for awhile...only for the dope wars thingy ler...can't consider that a game.....so since doin nothing here..might as well just write something...

currently listening to the song on my blog- switchfoot's only hope....had not change the song for awhile...will find a better song to change..but this song is not bad too....i have too many back-log of assignments due...with so much on my schedule..would have to device a plan to finish everything...

will be moving in the new place very soon...everything seem to be quite good so far....tryin my best to make my room remarkable...but its gonna cost...but hey..u only renovate it once in a blue moon....so will hope that its something you see in a decorator's magazine...

those monkeys are now playin motorgp2 now....gonna be here for awhile....so gotta chat and surf..till i get the mood to play again....anyway...life is fun..and im not gonna spend more time writin....gotta go enjoy myself....hopefully...hehe......enjoy



the price of sweet memories,-priceless.....the price of love,-priceless....the price of life,-priceless...the price of the cross,-priceless.....the price of eternal life,-free....for everything that is priceless..the price has been paid on the cross...he has paid the price inorder that we have the prize of everlasting life -fiftyTHREE:five

xphillyx



this are some of the pictures during my work at starbucks....haha...miss everything there now!!...the cute'lil boy is actually a regular there....with his mom ler of course....

so arsenal finally lost...what a waste...was actually cheering them on...not a arsenal fan...but rather them win over man u ....liverpool is havin a good run....have been winning more compared to last season...yeah!!....rafael benitez is the man!....haha...

today has been a boring day...nothing much apart from classes and a little futsal in the evening...will be moving to kelana jaya in about 2 weeks...the new place is at the final stage of renovations...so, it next week will be the week i go and get loads from ikea...good stuff!!..my room will be made to have the modern industrial theme...everything is gonna be in silver, grey, metalic, and white...so its gonna probably be quite nice..haha....has plan to make my room surround sound...so im gonna get a new tv..dvd player..and the whole surround sound thingy...pretty cool ehh....haha

the amount of songs in this computer is increasing....gotta download a couple more albums...gotta check out the band- dead poetic, shouting out++...was introduced by some friends....dont really know what to do now...just dont feel like sleeping yet...would probably do some checkin of my work and all....so till i got something on my mind...adios amigos...


a simple kiss


this story that i wrote is a fictional based on alittle life experience...nothing here is meant for anyone or anything...its just a story i felt like writing....most elements are based on my perspective and life views...do not take it personal...+ this short story does not suggest any condemnation of god or anything at such nature...again, this is just s fictional story...and i do love myKING with all my heart.......thanks...enjoy...

a simple kiss

It all started out with a simple kiss. The gentle, innocent accidental kiss as the result of an immature game has reacted in an especially unusual way. Her smooth lips pressing upon mine had put everything out of perspective. For god's sake, it was just an accident!..but it proved to be more, it proved to be a six long months of complicated love.

Following the kiss, as I sat with her, we decided that it could not be right. That man that had just left the room was special. Unlike me, they had a deeper relation, a relation that only time could not but strengthen. This spark that flew between us could however not be forgotten.

What that was planned to be a day, a twenty-four hour of sheer game had lasted for a whole six months. The impossible was now a virtual possibility. Her bold step of stepping into a whole new game with me and departing from that long years that has built up strong was illogical. But, we only knew another for months!! Being the selfish person that everyone is, I lifted her spirit and supported her move with me.

I must not but be gay to be able to spend time with her alone, absences from all the distractions, this must be heaven. What that was a simple touch of her lips upon mine by accident, had led to a greater romance. We were lifted higher than this world could offer. Nothing nor no one could stand against what seem to be god's made plan. Even god himself could strike upon his hand, and we stand majestically untouched. We were one. Our love was immortal.

As time past, we did nothing but breed this love with tender, affection and our hearts. Issues pertaining differences did we set aside to escape the evils against love. We were transparent, and anyone upon sight could tell that this love had fought endless wars. We were indeed one of a kind. Differences did we not once have in testing times. This, was real, this could be everlasting. Even Romeo's love for Juliet was not everlasting! Despite not going six feet under, our love were as sacrificial or not more than that of the deceased lovers.

But, in reality as everything do, the zest within dims. The light was giving way to darkness. As the months pass, this, which had been untouchable love, was slowly abused to vulnerability. Our hearts no longer skipped a beat in the other's presence. But why? Were we not god's plan? Could we no longer stand firm against god's own hand?

Despite that, that was vowed upon, the everlasting love for another as the song sings did no longer do justice. We were filled with contempt, wanting our different ways. Our love has been defeated. During her months away, everything seem clear, back to its perspective. The simple, innocent, gentle kiss was all out of my physical comfort, it did not originate from where feeling really lay, the heart. I gambled our feelings and played myself to thinking it was everlasting love. It was nothing more than physical lust. It was over.

The six-month of joy was accompanied by a six month of silent awkwardness. Not a word could I get myself to utter in her presence. During that awful months, the sight of her presence reminds me of my wrong judgment. She was everything that I did wrong, it was myself to blame, did I not only ruin our relationship, but her life. My distresses made me turn my back at her. I art be punished for my stupidity which made our lives a living misery.

All has passed since, and every hate forgotten, every anger subside, every feelings lost. A year it took to heal wounds that could take eternity, to place the forgiveness at the feet of the one that hurt you the most. Everything has she done, to reconcile our friendship that was lost when I made my errs. Feelings could I feel no more, for I may head the familiar path once taken, one that is forbidden by the almighty one. But one thing have I obtained from these moments; a simple, innocent, accidental kiss could render a change of a man's life forever.
xphillyx


music i listen to now !!


after 3 days that i got my new computer...this are the song that has been downloaded to the computer....haha....all good stuff....enjoy

1. 12 Stones - Broken (2:59)
2. 12 Stones - Crash (3:42)
3. 12 Stones - Fade Away (3:56)
4. 12 Stones - In My Head (3:53)
5. 12 Stones - Let Go (4:29)
6. 12 Stones - My Life (3:03)
7. 12 Stones - Open Your Eyes (3:11)
8. 12 Stones - Running Out Of Pain (3:11)
9. 12 Stones - Soulfire (3:34)
10. 12 Stones - The Way I Feel (3:47)
11. A Perfect Circle - Hollow (2:57)
12. A Perfect Circle - Orestes (4:46)
13. A Perfect Circle - Three Libras (3:35)
14. A Perfect Circle - The Outsider (4:06)
15. A Perfect Circle - Weak and Powerless (3:15)
16. Alien Ant Farm - Glow (3:17)
17. Alter Bridge - Open Your Eyes (4:33)
18. Anberlin - Cadence.mp3
19. Anberlin - Love Song.mp3
20. Ashlee Simpson - Pieces Of Me (3:37)
21. Casting Crowns-If We Are the Body.wma
22. Chevelle - Closure.mp3
23. Chevelle - Panic Prone.mp3
24. Chevelle - The Red.mp3
25. Chevelle - Vitamin R.mp3
26. Dashboard Confessional - As Lovers Go.mp3
27. Dashboard Confessional - Hey Girl.mp3
28. Dashboard Confessional - Several Ways to Die Trying.mp3
29. Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated.mp3
30. Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated.mp3
31. Dashboard Confessional-07-I Am Missing.mp3
32. Dashboard Confessionals - Screaming Infidelities (acoustic).mp3
33. Dashboard Confessionals - Screaming Infidelities.mp3
34. Edgewater - Circles (3:53)
35. Endo - Circles.mp3
36. Five For Fighting - : : 100 Years (4:05)
37. Further Seems Forever - All Rise.mp3
38. Further Seems Forever - Already Gone.mp3
39. Further Seems Forever - Bleed (2:55)
40. Further Seems Forever - Call On The Life.mp3
41. Further Seems Forever - For All You Know.mp3
42. Further Seems Forever - Hide Nothing.mp3
43. Further Seems Forever - Light up Ahead.mp3
44. Further Seems Forever - Make It A Part.mp3
45. Further Seems Forever - Someone You Know.mp3
46. Further Seems Forever- Light up Ahead.mp3
47. Gavin DeGraw - : : Belief (4:29)
48. Gavin DeGraw - : : Chariot (4:01)
49. Gavin DeGraw - : : Chemical Party (3:01)
50. Gavin DeGraw - : : Crush (3:27)
51. Gavin DeGraw - : : Follow Through (4:00)
52. Gavin DeGraw - : : I Don't Wannabe (3:39)
53. Gavin DeGraw - : : Just Friends (3:25)
54. Gavin DeGraw - : : Meaning (3:35)
55. Gavin DeGraw - : : More Than Anyone (2:59)
56. Gavin DeGraw - : : Nice To Meet You Anyway (3:46)
57. Gavin DeGraw - : : Overrated (4:11)
58. Hillsong - One Way.mp3
59. Lifehouse - Everything (6:06)
60. Lil' Jon & The East Side Boyz Feat. Yin Yang Twins - Get Low (5:35)
61. Mercy Me - Here With Me.mp3
62. N.E.R.D - Maybe (4:23)
63. Nelly, Jaheim - My Place (3:45)
64. New Found Glory - At Least I'm Known For Something.mp3
65. New Found Glory - Catalyst.mp3
66. New Found Glory - Constant Static.mp3
67. New Found Glory - Doubt Full.mp3
68. New Found Glory - Ending In Tragedy.mp3
69. New Found Glory - Failures Not Flattering.mp3
70. New Found Glory - I Don't Wanna Know.mp3
71. New Found Glory - I'd Kill To Fall Asleep.mp3
72. New Found Glory - No News Is Good News.mp3
73. New Found Glory - Over The Head Below The Knees.mp3
74. New Found Glory - This Disaster.mp3
75. New Found Glory - Truth of My Youth.mp3
76. New Found Glory - Who I Am.mp3
77. New Found Glory - Your Biggest Mistake.mp3
78. NFG - All Downhill From Here.mp3
79. Papa Roach - Getting Away With Murder.mp3
80. Planet shakers - running after you.mp3
81. Switchfoot - 04 - Ammunition (3:46)
82. Switchfoot - 05 - Dare You To Move(quiet) (4:07)
83. Switchfoot - 10 - Adding to the Noise (2:50)
84. Switchfoot - 11 - 24 (4:55)85. Switchfoot - Gone.mp3
86. Switchfoot - Innocence Again.mp3
87. Switchfoot - Learning to Breathe.mp3
88. Switchfoot - Meant To Live.mp3
89. Switchfoot - More Than Fine.mp3
90. Switchfoot - On Fire.mp3
91. Switchfoot - Only Hope (4:13)
92. Switchfoot - Playing For Keeps (3:43)
93. Switchfoot - Redemption.mp3
94. Switchfoot - The Beautiful Letdown.mp3
95. Switchfoot - You .mp3
96. Tantric - 05 Hero.mp3
97. Tantric - Astounded.mp3
98. Tantric - Breakdown.mp3
99. Tantric - Frequency (4:00)
100. Tantric - Hey Now.mp3
101. Tantric - I'll Stay Here (4:12)
102. Tantric - Paranoid (3:37)
103. Tantric - Seasons Change (4:56)
104. Thousand Foot Crutch - Set It Off (6:06)
105. Thousand Foot Crutch - When In Doubt (3:26)
106. Thousand Foot Krutch - Rawk First (2:40)
107. Thousand Foot Krutch - Bounce (3:07)
108. Thousand Foot Krutch - Break The Silence (3:03)
109. Thousand Foot Krutch - Faith, Love And Happiness (2:55)
110. Thousand Foot Krutch - last words (2:48)
111. Thousand Foot Krutch - Lift It (4:28)
112. Thousand Foot Krutch - Moment of the Day (4:08)
113. Thousand Foot Krutch - Phenomenon (3:00)
114. Thousand Foot Krutch - Puppet (3:26)
115. Thousand Foot Krutch - Step To Me (3:00)
116. Thousand Foot Krutch - Supafly (3:40)
117. Thousand Foot Krutch - Unbelievable (3:04)
118. Three Days Grace - Just Like You (3:08)

check out these bands...all good!...


i'm back!!


finally...after about a month of not writing...im back..hehe...so much happened these couple of weeks...firstly, ive bought an electric-guitar..yeah!!....its an ibanez...haha....my new baby....that cute thing coz a hole in the pocket...so im broke now......arrhh....but its worth it....

got my new computer today....haha....there is so much to download for this computer....all those applications....got back from our birthdays dinner celebration just now....was celebrating all those october babies....had buffet steamboat at sunway...ate our hearts out....probably be in the toilet abit longer tomorrow...haha....

cf has been great...christmas carrollings practices has started...im to play the guitar for the occasion....the infest gig turned out pretty good...the bands playing put up a good show....lookin forward to the next one..which is in 2 months time....

me and the guys had been jamming....the last one wasnt that good....probably time to write our own stuff..if we are gonna perform on the stage....so loads of work is gonna be required if we are lookin to play infront of an audience....(thx--the audience is listenin..) ok abit lame...sorry la...

college life hasnt been that great....week after week..there are assignment that are due...crap!...hadnt a week which we could sit back and relax.....nope..not one!....so gotta just go on reading and writing pages after pages of legal crap!...half of the things that we write..we hope it is right....coz we try our best crapping our way through most of the time....its abit hard to understand the concepts of law since those old-blokes(judges) beats round and round the bush...seriously..if they would to even say something so easy....they'll probably say it in 1000words......crappy old-blokes...makin my life difficult....hehe.......


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