This photo was taken by a lomo coloursplash. Love the effects. Had just washed my rolls of films, so go check out some of the photos at www.lomohomes.com/reawakening . Love the effects, expecially the double exposure ones. haha.

Hotel Rwanda. Another good movie. No doubt, it deserve the award it won at Toronto International Film Festival. Another highly recomended film. A salute to you, Paul Rusesabagina. You are inspiring.

Earthquake striked again. The death toll is rising, and people are losing their homes. We seem to be living in the days of catastrophe, and already, deaths seem to be so common. Death maybe just around the corner. Are you ready to meet your maker?

Another day, to reflect of our lives. Quote for the day ::

"if anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily, and follow me...":: luke 9:23

enjoy.

Being the tv loving maniac that I am, I had glued myself to the tv since my early childhood, remembering the days where talking car, and impossible missions being accomplish was all so exciting. The one that had me staring at the tv in anticipation was my all time favorite 'Macgyver': nothing beats a man that beats everything with nothing..errmm..confused? haha.

Those were the days where tv programs were all innocent. No hanky panky, no obscenity, no nothing except a'little scadily clad women in bikini(s), remember Baywatch? Yes, there was those girl running in slow motion since time could tell. Through it all, tv weren't that much interesting, not at least until now.

Turn on the tv and you'll get Reality tv programs on nearly every bloody channel there is. There no point in switching channels, you can't run from the reality that 'reality tv' is everywhere. Its significance has impacted the whole tv industry in a astronomical way. This is what I like to call a 'TV Evolution'. Evolution in the tv industries don't happen much, with just a handful of to date.

The first was probably the change from shows alike the Charlie Chaplin, that was all so quiet to those with sounds. The huge leap was one of the industries biggest evolution ever. The whole idea of having silver screen and motion pictures with sound was itself evolution. Soon the black and white tv show were filled with vibrant colours illuminating the screen of the tele. From good'old Charlie Chaplin, to The Three Stooges; it was not long after that ideas of better script writing was to revolutionize itself too. People were startin to get too acustom to one hitting another on the head for the sake of comedy. It no longer amused audience, and the show had to move on. So came unforgetable series like 'I Dreamt of Jennie', 'Bewitched' and so on.

Soap operas started pourin in not long after, keeping the womens to glued like siamese twins to the tv. All in all, tv's recent evolution has been far out more impacting than ever-The Reality TV Evolution.

No one really knew when this evolution took place, but as far as I could remember, the major boost was the introduction of the tv series showing 16 persons stranded on a island to survive. Yes, Survivor has gone a long way since the start of its initial season. With all that, just too many ideas started popping out like popcorns. The greatest idea yet, was to play with emotions. 'Emotions', how can it ever go wrong? That was indeed the ideal recipe for good tv! 'The Bachellor' came and gone, giving path to even more corny ideas. 'My Big Fat Obnoxious Boyfriend' was by far the best I've seen yet so far. It was itself a classic for emotional testings.

As we indulge ourselves everyday to these mindless programs that we find so humourous, we ourselves are stucked in a universal box that has us all not thinking. We laugh, we joke, we critise at those in the reality shows and we ultimately fail to understand the great humiliation a contestant may go through. This is not just an ordinary humiliating moment, but one that would be shown throughout the world. One that would haunt till their very last breath.

'It serves them right!' 'Its their own choice to go on tv'. Isn't that the most common words critised at them that has indeed successfully humiliate themselves. Though we may feel it is their choice to participate in these programs, one's choice to participate does not necessarily mean putting their dignity on the line to be tarnished. The great impact of being humiliated infront of millions of home viewers is one that haunts even the most 'muka tebal' persons.

Already, 2 persons had committed suicide. Both deaths were in comtemplation of their humiliations in these reality tv competitions. Evidently, humiliation on national tv is a big deal. Its all fun and jokes for us until someone takes their life. Who is to blame? Is it them, the tv broadcasters, or us?

Indeed, tv's evolution has set a bench mark on its industry, a bench mark of more successful and exciting programs. It has also marks history to the death of 2 man, ashamed to face the world for their very self respect has been destroyed.

Yes, as evolution has taken its place, the real reality shall too make its mark. A mark that will forever stain the very dignity of our friends. Let us all hail to this reality tv's evolution.


*For Najai.

I'm traumatized. After watching a video of animals getting skined, I swore not to buy anything with animal fur in my lifetime(not that I even have one now la). Its just too traumatizing. Really. I'm in a lost for words....... To those idiots and the other persons alike the video, you SICK bastard!(sorry for the language,you'll understand if you watch the video) Hell, didnt the idea of killing the poor animal first before de-furring came to mind? Stupid idiots! ARrrrhhhhhhh.....I'm just pissed!

Stupid SICK monsters, how would you like it if you were the animals! Errrrrr... I wanna kick someone.. This is a cry out to everyone, PLEASE DO NOT BUY ANYTHING WITH ANIMAL'S FUR!!

Please be warned as to the viewing of the video. Its definately not for the soft hearted. I nearly puked after watching the first 30 seconds. I had to stop, my heart, soul, mind, and what ever there is in me could take no more. If you can actually watch the whole video and not be convicted, then you too are a SICK bastard!

I regreted not watching it sooner. Man Of Fire, was the title to this amazing movie. I'll raise 10 thumbs up to this movie, if only there were 10 thumbs to begin with. If you've yet to catch it yet, you really should!... Don't waste any time waiting anymore, its a movie worth every penny spent on the dvd. And you can always trust Phil's recomendation of films. Thats the reason why he spends much time on too many films.

Already revealing too much of myself, the ball is at your court now. All you've gotta do is purchase the dvd. Orelse, if you are those who loves obtaining movies by illegal downloads, go ahead and do so. But, I'm in no way suggesting you do so. If your ass get caught by those 'whatever' you call them by, its your ass anyway. haha.

trust me, you'll enjoy the movie..darn! should had watched earlier.

(click on the picture to view the enlarged size pic)

"...Peace is not something you wish for; It's something you make, Something you do, Something you are, And something you give away...." :: Robert Fulghum

"...There was never a good war or a bad peace..." :: Benjamin Franklin

enjoy.

Hadn't been posting for quite awhile. Most of the recent post are just pictures, for I am in a lost for words to write. Writing about my day would be just too boring. So, pictures is the only way i figured to keep updating my blog.

With the mocks over, it is the beginning to the revision classes. The classes will take up most of the week, since my only day off is on friday. Its goin to be a heck of a time for the next 8 weeks, but you can actually feel the tension rising, and people are already worrying about the exams. I'm terrified myself. But, reading is all I can do to get through the exams, and thats what I'm to do for the next couple of weeks.

So, till I update again with a picture or a short glimpse of my crazily hectic life, reawake a revolution for the cross!

enjoy.

Had gotten myself some server space thanks to the good people in blogs.com.my. Am still tryin to figure how to work it all out, with the layouts and all. Im taking my time to design everything, so it'll be probably finish in a couple of months. Till then, ill update that page with various pictures. So, check out the site which has nothing now at reawakening.blogs.com.my . enjoy.

John 3:16 :: 'for god so loved the world, that he gave his begotten son, that whosoever believed in him, would not perish but have eternal life...'

to fight a fight worthy to be called the greatest passion, was the fight on the cross.

They scored 3. The other scored 2. But, 2 proved to be enough. Liverpool were beaten for the Carling cup. Had watched the game at Nyan's place, along with the other 3 monkeys. It was all good, really had a good time cheering and being depressed. Chelsea wouldn't had won if wasn't for the own goal liverpool conceeded. But, thats the way it goes, soccer is unpredictable. The most of us were stressed since no one there wanted Chelsea to win. We were all supporting different club, but had chosen to put our differences aside when it came to Chelsea. Chelsea had to lose. The arrogance of Mourinho is getting the best of everybody. We are all now united hoping that any other club would win the premier league except those monkeys from Chelsea. Importantly, we stand united for now.

Had forgotten about the Oscars till the day after. With so much work due, the event slipped through my schedules. 'Million Dollar Baby' had bagged a couple of awards including 'Best Picture' and 'Best Director'. Had the chance to catch the movie the other day, and I must say, its no wonders why they bagged so many awards. The movie was great. It had that touch to it. Clint Eastwood did a great job with the movie, and I didn't know he had started directing too. Not bad. It was good, an emotional movie. Something worth watching.

Anyway, since we were in Nyan's place for the game, we decided to take pictures, and heck, did we took alot of em. So, ill just post up 4 different pictures of expressions. haha. ~enjoy.