Staring at what seems a red coloured skyline as the sun sets, and just laying back to Gavin's 'Stripped' album, there is so much to say, just too few ways to articulate. As always, am still indecisive of my supposed Singapore trip at the end of the month. The greatest resistance in deciding is probably the huge financial spendings for the trip. With an exchange rate that has doubled, I would be better off lazing at home. Still, it may be a trip worth every penny. There, guess I'm back to step one again - being indecisive.

Had been having countless random thoughts lately. Unexplainable. With so much going on in this puny mind of mine, I've just gotta start winding down and understanding every circumstance. If you could name the week, I'll call this the 'Ultimate Disasterous Week'. Everything seems to be broken this week. With my all-so-recent, still-recovering-traumatic, all-mind-boggling, unreasonable-unexplained-boring experience with my car, this week didn't turn out any better. It has been a week of nothing less of worries.

It all begin with the car accident and the handling process of insurance and all the other irrelevants inorder to get my car fixed up. To date, my car sits majestically at the front porch of the mechanic's old shade, and untouched! Refusing to start the healing process to my car, those mechanic monkeys are waiting for the insurance application to be processed, while the insurance's persons are just taking their grand-father's years to get it all ready. Thus, it would be the best assumption that my car would most probable be ready by the end of next month? ARH! darn.

In all of a sudden, I saw something peculiar, a piggy from my AVG anti-virus started its frequent appearance. And all mighty and behold, WIN32.Gaelicum has invaded this desktop. Oh man! What the heck?! The ultimate desktop of entertainment has finally been breached of its security. A small bloody, not even a micro-organism, virus was able to squeeze throught my own personal Wall of FIRE or more commonly known as Firewall. Its destroying ways has done a heck of a job. Gaelicum had sucessfully killed everything .exe, as though it was a killer shark attacking relentlessly at a multitude of small anchovies. Okay, maybe I'm just being all too exaggerating, but thats the best illustration I can do, okay! my bad, haha.

Alrighty, all works has begun before the demolition of this desktop, and the reconstruction of a new, and nothing less but an unbeatable Anti-virus and Firewall this time. In other words, this computer is set for reformatting at the end of the week. So, inhonour of all those helpful, creative programs that has lasted me 8 months, I shall say something...'Firstly, you all were amazing programs that has satisfy my various needs at various times. I'll miss most my Winamp player- you were on every hour of the day, Photoshop- you were indeed a useful toy, Gunbound- you were my ultimate entertainment, DivX player- you were my cinematic experience, and to the rest that had impacted my life- you are the best...... :~( .... I will miss you all.

On this unfortunate week, my cellphone too decided to had a go with my feelings. It refuse to allow me to send out SMS or simply refusing to write anything alphabetical with it. So basically, I couldn't type a single thing out of it, and even adding new contacts to my phonebook was impossible since I couldn't get any alphabets to come out. To more amazement, it didn't hit Mr.Nokia to have such a function as to copy your contact from the cell-phone memory to the SIM card. So, I had to sacrifice the most of my contacts from my cellphone when I reformatted it. Thankfully, everything was back to a-Okay after that.

Somehow, after all this grumbling, everything seems okay. Nothing really disasterous actually, just an unfortunate hiccup of one of those not-so-nice week. Asked again if I could name the week, I would call it, 'A Week of Reformatting And Patience'. This time around, it would be best in Malay :: James 1:2 ' Saudara-saudaraku! Anggaplah diri kamu berbahagia apabila mengalami bermacam-macam cubaan, kerana kamu tahu bahawa semasa kamu mengalami cubaan, dan masih tetap percaya kepada Kristus, kamu sudah membuktikan bahawa kamu tabah menanggung penderitaan '.

The sun has set, and the red-skyline gone, and darkness overwhelms as the street-lights illuminates. But, as the wise man saying goes, 'through it all, the sun will shine again'. And yes, it will shine again. It will shine on the better weeks to come.


Haha...sorry for wasting your time reading something as ridiculous as this. enjoy anyway.