wakemeupgrace: March 2008

a symphony to melodious reawakenings.

i'll see you someday

| Published Monday, March 31, 2008 by p-h-i-l.

I find it hard to write this post, not really knowing where to start or where to head. Just lost.

I guess i'll just start with 'death' this time. Death is nothing new, or nothing unusual, with nothing much to talk about. And life will one day inevitably come to its end, and down to the last grasp for air before all slowly fades away, before 'you' fade away. That my friend is a simplification of life and death.

However, the irony of how life starts and end is rather unique, with its expression resembling each other but its emotions vastly differing. We tear, for joy we tear and for sadness we tear. The common expressions that however translates to very different emotions amuses me to think that God in all his creativity have chose to set the expressions of the beginning and the end as one. Guess God was just being playful =)

Grandma took her last breath at about 2.30pm today. It did came as quite a shock for everyone in the family. But, God had his plans and timing, and she left while she took her nap. I will sorely miss her, her smile, her words, her meals, her comfort, her time, i will miss her for her.

I write in memory of her in tears of sadness. I write in memory of her in tears of joy for she is now at a better place, for she is now back with grandpa, and for she is now with God.

I find it hard to write this post. Not really knowing where to start, but knowing that the end was the start for grandma; a start with God.

Thank you and good bye ah mah. I love you.

indescribable

| Published Wednesday, March 26, 2008 by p-h-i-l.

The milky way

So much had occurred in the recent weeks. So much so that the difference it has made is displayed vastly in its own ways. I guess 'change' was bound to happen and it did in its own time. Aside the substantial change with the politiks in the country, many other changes followed suit; and most for the better.

Good friday was an enlightening day. It brought me this time to view the splendors of the universe, the galaxy, our milky way, and to this earth we call home. And as I stood there and saw the enormity of the universe, i came to the realization that I, compared to the whole wide universe, am actually really really really small. And my world, not very much bigger compared to the bigness of it all. But, ah yes a 'but' follows. But, I am significant. And my world, as significant as I.

As insignificant in size I and my world is, to Him I am significant, so much so that He came down to my world, and chose to know me.

I'm standing at a juncture of crossroads in life. Not really knowing which to take, not really knowing anything. I do wished sometimes that everything could stop, or just paused for a moment. The earth will however not stop, but continue its journey in orbiting the sun and as the clock continues its tick and tock, I will just continue to run my race. And while at it, I'll just enjoy the wonderful tales of Disney. Yeah, Philip is a sucker for Disney's tales. Boohoo.

As you secretly poke fun at Philip and his fetish for Disney's cartoons; let me invite you to enjoy this tune from 'enchanted'. Common, be honest..stop stroking your ego, and admit your love for disney's cartoons too.

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