God's love is just amazing. Was driving this afternoon to meet some friends for lunch. On the way, a friend from church called my cellphone indicating that I was to go for the Kuantan's Getting Into God Tour. Pretty good news, except, I was pulled over by a policeman for talkin on my cellphone without the hand's free set. Everything happened so fast, and before I know it, the police was asking for my driver's licence. It was goin to be rm300 for that. I prayed instantly asking God to take control of the situation. I told him, whatever that happens next, I will accept.

I pleaded with that officer that I was only a student and incapable of payin rm300. The officer left giving me a warning and no ticket. It was simply amazing. He is an amazing God. 'Undescribable, uncontainable, you place the stars in the sky and you know them by name, surely you are an amazing God. You are a God of every circumstances.'

Slowly, all this are teaching me that God is beyond any circumstances. Yes Lord, I trust you wholely. And I thank you for your goodness. I live to share yet the many good things that God has and will again provide endlessly. You are an Amazing God.

After the long hours of adjusting and perfecting it, the final product is done. Had design this promo for the FES Malaysia for their year-end conference. Finally all this is done, I can sit back and at least stare in delight at my work.

enjoy.

Anyway, I've posted up a Damien Rice's song. So, just indulge. The song will only play if you are viewin this site on Window's Internet Explorer.

Had develope another roll of my lomo. View more at lomohomes . Its just another day of lomography and music I guess. Had fun peeps.

enjoy.

Had so much pictures to post up, that I decided to create a different blog altogether for it. So, to view the picture of my journey to Terlimau, check this site ::

www.reawakening-terlimau.blogspot.com

enjoy.

This is a shot I took during my trip to Terlimau. The view of the skyline was just amazing. The mission trip was just simply amazing. Everything worked out well to His timing. We were blessed beyond words could comprehend. It was simply just an amazing trip. A walk to remember.

Will be postin more pictures from the trip soon. Till then, enjoy this view of the skylines. To know more of my trip, just ask me. There's just too much to say, that I could just not articulate with words. cheers peeps.

Today hadn't been goin well. Its just one of those days when everything goes wrong. Wouldn't want to explain the details of my day, but all I've got to say is that it wasn't much a good day.

Had been reading a book wrote by my uncle yesterday. The books quotes encouraging quotations of the bible and other christian authors. Guess it couldn't had been better time to read it, since I'm in a down-ner mood today.

"We will wait for the Lord, he is our help and shield. In him our hearts rejoice, for we trust in his holy name. May your unfailing love rest upon me, O Lord, even as we put our hope in you.." Psalms 33:20-22

"Worry does not empty tomorrow of its sorrow, it empties today of its strenght." Corrie ten Boom

"my brothers, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, knowing that the testings of your faith produces patience.." James 1:2

With 6 days to go before heading off to Terlimau, Camerons for an orang asli adventure, I'm equiping myself physically and spiritually. Just getting everything set out right before the big 2 and a half hours hike into the jungle. One week has gone by after my exams, and it hadn't been very much of a fruitful one. The better half of the week was spent sleeping and getting enough rest to rejuvenate. And probably the other half was to watching movies, listening to loads of new musics and just hanging out with friends. Gotta start doing something exciting next week.

Next week would be pretty hectic, with the preparation of leaving on friday, and getting every essentials bought by weeks end. Its goin to be fun. The language barier between us and the orang asli would pose as a slight problem, but we are relying on God to help us through.

Remembered prayin in malay last week, just the start of a more malay prayin sessions. Had started speakin malay with the rest of the team, in attempts of getting ready for the journey. Though my malay isn't the best, since I had lost touch of speakin the language since I left school 3 and a half year ago, the least it is still understandable.

Had bought Damien Rice's 'O' album. Its pretty unique and requires a distinct taste to appreciate the music. If you are an acoustic fan, plus an orchestra lover, you'll definately love this album. 'Amie' is a song worth appreciating. The orchestra in the song is just amazing.

One thing many wouldn't know about me, is my love for classical music and also the likes of Frank Sinatra and Nat King Cole for jazzier sounds. I absolutely love classical music, just its attempts to capture a mixed emotion of tenderness with all in one. Its just unbelievable. haha. Many don't appreciate this art, but guess you'll require distinct taste to love such melody.

Make no mistake, I also love indie sounds. Had a couple of albums to listen to lately :: Love Me Butch - This is the new Pop :: Foo Fighters - In Your Honour :: Stray Light Run

Its been a music filled week. Some may describe as a MusicFEst here at my home. So, lets keep the music coming as I indulge and find a love in different sounds others may offer.

bergembira-lah.

It has been a good one year.

Kini ku tiba di simpangan jalan. Ku doa Yesus menjadi teladan ku. Jadi-lah fokus ku. Ku ingin menyembahkan nama-mu untuk sepanjang hidup-ku. Siapa-ku tanpa mu? Sebagai bunga memerlukan cahaya, Ku memerlukan- mu. Yesus, engkau dipuji. Engkau jadi-lah nama yang sentiasa pada bibir ku. Ku cinta mu untuk selama-lama nya. Tanpa mu, ku tiada sebab hidup.

**bila tiba masa-nya, bahasa tidak akan menjadi tentangan mesej kepada kawan-kawan ku di kampung.

"..and i think to myself, what a wonderful world " louise armstrong.

signifyin hope amidst solitude .

Everything is done. No more exams, no more worries, no more anticipation, and probably no more purpose in the mean time. Since for the last couple of months, all the was in my mind was getting through the exams, and now its done, it feels like I've got nothing to live for. It just feels so surreal getting through a day without any worries about studies on my mind. It feels really surreal, really! Hadn't felt so free in months. Though it wasn't like I studied for the whole time during those couple of months, but every day seems a day to worry for the exams.

During the whole 1 week of exams, a song repeatedly played on my mind. Like a spoilt jukebox playing over and over again the same song. Ironically, it was encouraging. It gave me a longed hope, when I felt that I could no longer go on with the exams. And so, I shall share the song that has over played in my mind ::

God sent his son,
They called him Jesus,
He came to love, heal and forgive
He came to die,
To buy my pardon,
An empty grave is there to prove,
My savious lives.

And because he lives,
I can face tomorrow,
Because he lives,
All fear is gone,
And because I know,
I know he holds the future,
My life is worth the living just,
Because he lives!

As the song played on my mind, I know that God holds my future and I have nothing to fear but to trust in him. I was encouraged by the song. It really spoke to me.

So, starting the first day of free lazing, I woke up early to audition for the church choir. Each had to choose one song to sing, and obviously, I sang the song that had been on my mind for the last couple of days! haha. Yes, I sang 'Because he lives' during the audition in the slowest beat possible. Not wanting to rush the song, I gave a slow beat rendition of the song than the upbeat one. I felt it would speak more if the song was sang more soulfully then tryin to make it sound like the orginal pop-pish one.

Had stayed the whole day in the Summit, inwhich where my church is situated. Join teenacity at 2 and saturday life at 5. Meetings for orang asli (OA) mission trips are on, inwhich I'm to go this 17th. So, the next couple of months would be all about church, church and more church. Gotta replace all the times I didn't get to go when I had classes. haha..

Ohh.. I might also be working at the In'cafe. Its a cafe by my church situated opposite taylor's college. So, yeah..church church church..haha

All of these are still quite surreal, but I'm goin back to loving it. Thank God I'm done.

after months of tough labour.

it all comes down to this.

n i n e - t y .

d a y s.

o f.

n o t h i n g b u t f u n .

F i n a l l y .

its done.

o n e .

day left.

t w e n t y f o u r.

hours left.

f o u r q u e s t i o n s.

to redemption.

there is still hope. a new found hope.

t w o .

counting down the hours.

to

the last t w o days.

" exams are bad,,,,,very bad,,,,,,stupid cunning examiners!!.."